I think the weirdest thing is that the person you’re going to marry and spend the rest of your life together with is currently walking the earth, living their own life, going to school or going to work or whatever, doing all these things and making all these memories that you’ll get to hear about from them years from now.
I don’t know what to think, I don’t know what to feel. So many things are passing by, but it’s just whatever to me. I’m not doing anything about it. It’s a really bad habit that I do, but somehow, I don’t care. I’ve been getting used to losing everything, so it’s really not anything new.